I cut myself, from rage to see if id feel pain I focused all my hate The only thing i felt The pain, it hurts my soul This unfamiliar sting Tried to fight it, all alone But i just suppressed everything What all have i done? My dearest friend Everyone i love Leaves me here, in the end I could have it all, An empire not of worth I will let it fall I'll only cause me hurt. These feelings pollute my core Suppressed in my deceit Fills my broken heart I cannot despair Beneath my guise of calm The feelings reappear My mind is somewhere else My fear is still right here What all have i done? My dearest friend Everyone i love Leaves me here, in the end I could have it all, An empire not of worth I will let it fall I'll only cause me hurt. If i had not begun to store my love and hate I could be myself I wouldn't live this way.